I am close to breaking down again. I feel so exhausted I fell asleep. In the middle of the nap, I dreamt of being so tired and then I saw a red metal rocking chair and I thought it would be nice to lean on it because it looked so sturdy. Before I sat, I was only tired. But when I leaned on it, I was late to realize it was faulty and it swinged down straight to the floor! It crushed my skull on the cold floor. A lot of people we meet everyday are exactly like these chairs. It was tempting to lean on them and before we realise they are broken too it's too late for us to pull our weight back. Quick lesson learned thru this dream - carry yourself and don't try to lean on people or things.